As i promised ! An outfit post !

Yay ! Its Christmas , happy birthday Jesus My lord ! Best wishes for everyone ! 


As i promised , today i will post some of my clearly not proffesional photos . Since my sister's camera was not here , i decide to take a photo of my clearly not very awesome fashion look . But , the result was not as good as i hope ! So , plan C , with a webcam . 

Red turtle neck shirt : its my mothers ( oh noo.......)

Gray jacket : X8

Black legging pant : Its my mother's too 

Red strawberry necklace : Naughty

Purple socks : Sox gallery

Well , since most of all it's was my mother's , clearly ( and again , CLEARLY ) i'm really broke . I even cant ( cant or doesn't want to ?! ) to buy a new necklace and socks and a hat ! All of that clothing is a gift and a discount ! How broke am i ?! So , this is all i can afford . Sorry for folk's who really drooling over my promise and really hoping to see a look that's just like the photo's in Lookbook and Evita Nuh's blog , this is all i got ! I'm not a photomania , i'm not a fashionista like those girl's who hang out at Starbuck's cafe ! 

" Fashion is what you adopt when you dont know who you are " - Quentin Crisp

That quote , fit's with me really well . I never know who am i and who can i be . I just know that im a human , that live's among strange people . And im confused and scared , but i got friends , God and Family to comfort me . For that , runaway is fashion . But , i dont know WHAT IS FASHION ?! Well , being a pre-teenage is hard . You just to keep moving forward ! That's all . I've been surrounded with a major transformation of feeling's . And with that , i said a 1001 thank you to fashion . Hiks , Hiks.........

Okay , over with with the sad puppy eyes tears . Now , lets get smiling ! You know , everyone except who doesn't , wants to hang out with their own inspirational people . Just like me . In these days , i get EvitaNuhea virus . Everytime my family talk's about fashion , i just keep on saying " Evita Nuh " ( Am i crazy ? Am i really this craazzy ?! ) until my brother complain's . I just keep on day dreaming about Evita Nuh become's my friend . We get to hang out and talk to eachother everyday . Sadly , its just a day dream . 

You know , i truly love comic's . So in love , i want to make one and send it to publisher . Oooh , so happy.........( daydreaming again folk's ! ) But , i never finished one yet ( and again , YET ) .  But hopefully it will . 

I have a friend ( well not friend's really ) called Ivana . She always annoyed me with her voice and attitude . Not like me who was calm and have 3B ( you know , Brain , Beauty and Behaviour ) , she was completely dont have those attitude's ! Not even ethic's ! I know , in a piece of her little puny heart , she want's to be just like me . The scariest part when she arrive's in school wearing the same outfit as me ( although its not really happening , its just so scary ) ! I tell tons of things about her to my mom . She just say , " Honey , if you can tell me about every single thing of her , you are her papparazi ! " . And i say no . And i keep on telling my mom about her , and my mom say , " Honey , she always seeing you from afar , hmm ? Just pretend she is your very own papparazi in school ! " ......... Aaaaah , is that really matters ? Well , yes actually ! But i want my mom to nag in front of her very own puny face . And that was a bunch of lame advice . Although its true , but its not really matters anyway ! Not helping me mommy............